Think Positive

Here it comes. Another disappointment.Trying so hard, again and again, but still nothing. No difference at all. What the f*ck am i doing wrong? Is it my face? Is it the sound of my voice? My smell? What?

In the end it comes down to others. You can't control everything. If they're going to like you it's entirely up to them and there's nothing you can do about it. Same old sh*t. I mean f*ck, what else am i suppose to do. Dead end. Moments like these i go in despair. "Think positive". What a joke.

Apology not Accepted

You do what you do and then you disappear. I make you disappear. Because i don't want you any more. I can't have you as a part of my life. You bring me only bad memories. It doesn't matter how long its been, still i don't care and i most definitely don't want your apology. You can put it in your ... For me you are a past. Not present and for sure not future. Don't come to me with this sorrowful attitude asking for forgiveness after so long. I've buried you once and even if you're bringing me pain again i am going to bury you again. I've learned the hard way not to trust you so don't ask of me to do the same mistake again. Am not going to. Go now and leave me the f*ck alone. For me you are nothing. Go destroy someone else. That's your main ability. You touch and you destroy. So hands off and bye bye. The tears that you're looking in my eyes are tears of anger and not of sorrow. So please stop standing there and go away. Apology not Accepted. F*ck off.

Joseph Monks