Monday 27 January 2014

Apology not Accepted

You do what you do and then you disappear. I make you disappear. Because i don't want you any more. I can't have you as a part of my life. You bring me only bad memories. It doesn't matter how long its been, still i don't care and i most definitely don't want your apology. You can put it in your ... For me you are a past. Not present and for sure not future. Don't come to me with this sorrowful attitude asking for forgiveness after so long. I've buried you once and even if you're bringing me pain again i am going to bury you again. I've learned the hard way not to trust you so don't ask of me to do the same mistake again. Am not going to. Go now and leave me the f*ck alone. For me you are nothing. Go destroy someone else. That's your main ability. You touch and you destroy. So hands off and bye bye. The tears that you're looking in my eyes are tears of anger and not of sorrow. So please stop standing there and go away. Apology not Accepted. F*ck off.




Saturday 11 January 2014

Empty

Here i am again. Empty. Sitting in a room alone thinking over and over again. It's actually funny. I've kind of missed this. Don't get me wrong, it's just that i find it easy to write this way. But still having someone next to me makes a really big difference. The wall alone wont do. No matter how much i say it wont answer. God i miss you so bad. I'm in an empty room, in an empty body, and i'm thinking of you. I'm missing you.