Tuesday 15 April 2014

A Stupid Idiot said...

In many cases, any thoughts that come in mind, i write them down directly. What i do afterwords is to take all these thoughts and put them together. As a result, i have a script, which i need to work with. Check for grammar mistakes, see if it evolves in a meaningful way and see if the final state represents my original thoughts. Well, as you can tell from my previous posts, i am not a professional! I didn't had any education on how to write or be a writer, and everything i do, i do it on my own. For this post i've decided to share my original thoughts as they come in my head. I can't sit and explain how i had them, but i will put them here "raw". Many will not make any sense, but this is my way of thinking. Making sense its work in progress. I just hope that you'll understand the meaning of some.

"i am alone. i need someone to help me so i can fight for what i believe. i'm in a situation where i can't do anything on my own and i need help. i am ashamed just for asking, but i am willing to put my self in that position, in order to be able to help someone else when my turn comes."

"slavery exist even today. money is her fuel."

"freedom today is corrupted. you are free. free to choose from what i give you to choose."

" tell me something. anything. i will believe you. but i want you to believe me too. please don't read just my cover. read the story inside. meet the person that lives there. he has so much to give and offer. so much he can do. all you need to do is to give him a chance to speak. he doesn't care about tittles. he cares for what good can he do and how much. meet him. he doesn't want to feel alone. help him to show the world, the reality behind its eyes."

"i do not consider luck to be a real thing, but i often use the word to describe a situation. there for i am unlucky. i've been through allot, and my status was never "good". but still, i saw the real beauty of things. i know what's not out there but it's being presented to me as a reality. i refuse to accept what they put in front of me. this is not what i want. this is not what i am. help me become something more. more than a programmed toy. i am not an intellectual person. but i am real and i am alive. i need to choose and i need to make mistakes. i need to reach whatever it is that i can do. right now, i am nothing but scared. only with help i will become strong."

"i know i can't change the world. but i can sure try. it doesn't matter how many i'll reach. it will still be a great achievement. all it matters is doing something worth doing."

"i've been a liar all my life. i hope i can forgive myself for all those lies i've told me."

"don't make a wish. make it happen."

"stop treating Countries like businesses. start treating them like families. they need people who care."

"to all politicians and many more ...
you see a Country like a business. All you care about is profit. You don't set public but personal goals. You have this idea that because of your position you should be rewarded all the time. You think you are above the law. You think you never make mistakes.
a country is like a family. It needs people who care. It needs people who pursuit public interest. People who act without seeking rewards. People who are not afraid to admit their mistakes. And the law goes for everyone."

"we want to be governed by people with ideals. not corrupted corporations."

"we need people who count values. not money."

"kids want to grow up to be doctors. so they can help other people. not for fat salaries. we've exchanged dreams for money."

"fascism and racism hate each other. fascism believes he's always right and racism thinks he's the only one with a right."

"if tomorrow is the day i'll die, today i want it to be the day i live."

"finding the answer is more important than the answer itself."

"i'm just a stupid idiot. A stupid idiot with a dream. Alone, i can't do anything. But with the help of powerful people, this stupid idiot becomes more. Can do more. I want to start a butterfly effect. A butterfly effect of love."

"nature is the best example we have. There's so much we can do. So much we can offer. We are the answer."

"if we must feel anything, that is the pain we cause. That is the person next to us.."

"we feed only our ego. It is time to stop. We are connected in so many ways and still, we turned these connections into some kind of tasteless form. What good does it make if i'm "ok" and 100 others are dying. What good does it make if i'm driving a really expensive car while someone doesn't have anything to feed his family. We enjoy things that last minutes, and we take lifetimes away from others. We trade life for a few seconds of fun."

"some say who cares, this is how it will always be. NO. We can be the change we want. You want to give up? Give up on today. Not on tomorrow."


Think what you want. These are some of my thoughts and i am sharing them with you. I will not say "i hope you understand". Just realise how much we change our minds every second, and how does that effect us. Again these are some of my thoughts. No one said you have to like them. Feel as you like. Thank you.

Monday 7 April 2014

"The Story of an Idiot"

If i ever wrote a book starring my life, it would have as a tittle "The Story of an Idiot". Trust me, it's a really big story with an idiot going through so many things that you'll get lost by reading it. Let me tell you a fracture of that story of an idiot. This idiot in a certain point of his life, had to make a choice for his future. At that time, in order to take the next step, he had to kill his believes and what he knew to be truth. Doing so that idiot came to the conclusion that in order to leave, he shouldn't say anything to the people he knew he would hurt the most. The idiot left without goodbye. On his journey to the new, he found out that the reason he left everything behind was nothing more than a lie. A lie that he paid at full cost. Because the person he would hurt the most, past away while he was realizing he was living in a lie. Everyone was there to say goodbye but him. And now the idiot missed 2 chances to say goodbye. And now the idiot stands in silence. And now the idiot stops.